Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Silent heart



You’ve become the reason
For me to start a day
I’ve got no other person
Who makes me feel this way

Even though you got somebody
It doesn’t stop my heart from loving you anyway
I’m just a nobody…to you
Cuz you don’t even know my name or face
This love is just one way….

The day I laid my eyes on you…
Something happened to me just seconds after
I tried to handle myself the way I usually do…
But your presence just took me over…

I wonder why I can’t seem to sleep
Ever after knowing you’re someone’s sweet
I want to sleep and not weep
My mind is going weak
Each time I don’t hear that beep

I want to tell you three words
Straight from my heart…but
Something inside tells me that
Those three words could be the
Last words I’ll ever share with you…

I don’t want to lose you…
But my heart can’t take the pain…
I turn around … you’re with her...
I just can’t figure it out…
Why I just can’t walk away…

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

There you were

There you were
Waiting for me
With your arms open wide
To accept me just as I am

Like no other man
In my life
You captured my heart
And gave me
A brand new start

Baby don’t you ever leave me feeling blue
Cuz I surely don’t know what I would do
Just holding you so tight
Has brighten up my life
Theres no one who could ever take your place
No face could change what I feel inside
Cuz theres just no one like you
To love me the way you do………..

The touch of your hands make
Me feel so safe and warm
At any given time or place
The words you speak
Promise me of a love
That will never end

Every moment I spend with you
I keep it close to me heart
Every word that we share together
Is pasted to my mind
Our love is crazy
Like the stars glittering in the sun's light

Songs of the heart

So if you leave me now, you really have taken everything away from me…………………..
So plz give me just one night(day) to see your face and hold you next to me………………..
Cuz I don’t want to let you go down without seen me again……………………………..
Because I loved you just the way you are……………………………………………….
And maybe you will still love me tomorrow……………………………………………..
I am torn apart without you by my side………………………………………………...
I felt that I was kissing a fool once but…………………………………………………
If I ever had the chance I would want you back for good…………………………………
You have been my wonder wall and imagination…………………………………………
And I want to say thank you for……………………………………………………….
Making me fly without wings………………………………………………………….
So tel me what can I do now without you……………………………………………….
Cuz I keep falling in and out of love with you……………………………………………
I never felt beautiful……………………………………………………………………
And shone like the stars in the clear night sky…………………………………………….
I just hope one day I’ll fly away…………………………………………………………
And let myself know what love is……………………………………………………….
And now I shall take a bow and leave……………………………………………………

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

♥ ♥ ♥ Love ♥ ♥ ♥

love is the most strangest thing ever in this world...y?...wel its because ppl thnk abt it in many ways.

people say you are loved long before you are born, and some who don't want you even before you are born, whisk you away to another world, where a stranger who does not even share the same blood as you nor da color comes to love you and take care of you...that's a love you wont understand you til actually do it n feel it...

you grow up and learn about things around you, and you start to "love" what you see, feel, taste, hear etc...somethings you get so close to them dat you cant get yourself away from it...you want to be better in what you LOVE to do...

when you are reachin your ripin age, things you felt before become very dfrnt...thngs u let go of you couldnt because your parents put a stop to it dsnt stop you from loving what you "love" right then n now...u go further n learn more abt this feelin thats arousin you...this love makes you weak, makes you strong, fills your life with air to last a lifetime and makes you motionless as well wen it feel likes it...
This is the love that can make someone and break someone...people tell others that love is like this and love is like that...but in reality love is unexplainable....:)...but it does not mean you have to stop loving....you must instead keep on loving, evn if its nt returned love, cuz den you show ppl how strong your heart is and your emotions are...

one must not think that their world is ovr just cuz smeone tells you they dont love you...it mayb the thin you love most in the world...but love cannot be forced from someone...wen we were nt wanted by our own blood, love came n tuk us...evn if death tuk us...it brought us bak in some form so dat we get that love we wanted somehow and in someway...

I hate to hear people say that love sucks....just cuz someone fuckin told them they dont love them back...i mean if you really see the world...see the way people go around wit "other" people and tellin smeone else "i love you only"....thats a load of bullshit....if you cnt love that person and you just wanna screw arnd...well screw around without playing with someone's feelings...you hav the freedom cuz you are nt bound to someone and you dnt hav to cook up some lie each time da significant other calls u...

when you lie like that, u r destroyin that person's life!!!...i mean r u ppl so freakin selfish as to thnk only about yourself......if u dnt luv him/her...tell them, so that they can move on with their lives and not hate people along the way because of the way you treated them...

some people are "lucky" or they call it "fate", "destiny"....as their first love remains their love to the day they die...:)...that is love....i mean i dont think life was picnic for them...they wud hav fought definitly over many things...but they made it work....n u urself hav seen it as you're sure to have friends like that...who's love to one another is solid...

so how can u have friends like that as livin proof, that, to keep what you love, you have to fight hard with every obstacle n keep the fire still burnin, n not sink with da ship......

love does hurt, and i know da pain one goes thru wen their heart is broken, and how long it takes to put every piece bak together n to be loved by someone who ddnt even.......(wnt fill dat in)...

but guys....fight for your love...never giv up...if someone doesnt feel da same way you feel towards them, try to understand why...mayb there will b someone who will love you for da way you want to be loved...:)

Dont give up...Love always...And be Positive...<3

Saturday, December 27, 2008

When things were rough
You told me to stay tough
To go with the flow of the waves
And that soon i will come to a calm place
I was hesitant at first
Cuz I had given up all hope
Of ever getting up again
But you pushed me up front
Through the bitter and sweet words
You helped me to cope
what i couldn't face before
And to go forward with a firm foot

You saw things in me
That I wanted others to see
But couldn't see
Even though they were right in front of me

Your words of courage
Have made me stronger
Every minute of the day
Of my new chapter in life
Never have I been more grateful to God
For he has really opened my eyes
to see my true friends
Who really do love and care for me very much

I don't know how I can ever repay each and everyone of you
for being a pillar of strength, courage, hope and happiness in my life
Thank you dear Lord for giving and creating such wonderful people into this world and my life!

Cry

just wanna cry cry cry
I dont need no reason to cry
I dont want to be under the rain
To let out my pain
Cuz its not in vain or in gain
I just want to stay in all day
Cuz there's nothing in my way
To stop me crying out all my pain
Cuz no matter how much you try
To stay in my mind
All i can say is goodbye
And please stay out of my life
Here I am once again
on this lonely road of pain
Hearing things that dont
Want to be heard or said
Tears falling at a pace that you dont have time to open your eyes...
You want to smile but your lips wont move a muscle
you try to keep warm but your body has become numb
I tried to work it outSo we could make it throughB
ut you wanted out
And I had nothing left to do
except to let you go....