Saturday, December 27, 2008

When things were rough
You told me to stay tough
To go with the flow of the waves
And that soon i will come to a calm place
I was hesitant at first
Cuz I had given up all hope
Of ever getting up again
But you pushed me up front
Through the bitter and sweet words
You helped me to cope
what i couldn't face before
And to go forward with a firm foot

You saw things in me
That I wanted others to see
But couldn't see
Even though they were right in front of me

Your words of courage
Have made me stronger
Every minute of the day
Of my new chapter in life
Never have I been more grateful to God
For he has really opened my eyes
to see my true friends
Who really do love and care for me very much

I don't know how I can ever repay each and everyone of you
for being a pillar of strength, courage, hope and happiness in my life
Thank you dear Lord for giving and creating such wonderful people into this world and my life!

Cry

just wanna cry cry cry
I dont need no reason to cry
I dont want to be under the rain
To let out my pain
Cuz its not in vain or in gain
I just want to stay in all day
Cuz there's nothing in my way
To stop me crying out all my pain
Cuz no matter how much you try
To stay in my mind
All i can say is goodbye
And please stay out of my life
Here I am once again
on this lonely road of pain
Hearing things that dont
Want to be heard or said
Tears falling at a pace that you dont have time to open your eyes...
You want to smile but your lips wont move a muscle
you try to keep warm but your body has become numb
I tried to work it outSo we could make it throughB
ut you wanted out
And I had nothing left to do
except to let you go....